More of the future

Today at lunch I was walking form the cafeteria with my boss and we were talking about stuff. Like how I still have 6 months of student money from the government and what I have to do before I graduate and stuff. Then she was like "have you applied for a summer job?". I was like "oh yeah, I'd have to apply like now". Then I was like "oh wait, I really maybe should or then again no... what if I graduate before the summer and what if I don't..?" The problem is that I have really not looked in to the future beyond coming back to Finland and finishing my studies. Maybe I should. It does seem like a smart idea. I still have the 6 months of student money so I can live till September even if I don't graduate before that. I really don't want to leave Jyväskylä for the summer since it is really an truly the last chance I have of spending my summer there unless of course a miracle happens and there is an interesting job there for me or I suddenly have the urge to do a doctorate. So I am coming to the conclusion that I shall again "spend my summer in Jyväskylä studying". Quotation marks since that is exactly what I was supposed to do last summer. I will finally be in Jyväskylä for the Rally and get to bum drinks off foreign and Finnish drunk men as well as participating in the thing against the Rally. I shall swim in a lake and rent the row boat (Kellukka) that I have wanted to try out for the past 5 years. And if all else fails I will rent myself off as cheap labor to some strawberry farm or something.

Oh I don't know if this seems like a good idea at all but if it is what I want to do then it is what I shall do. Besides I am way too lazy to start looking for an actual job and writing applications and such. I'd actually have to get a job that I could perhaps keep after graduating or so. That is just way too much to think about. I just want to spend time with my fish and frogs. (If I get them back since today both the care-takers said they might want to keep them.)

If I spend too much time thinking about the future I might not notice that I actually have loads to do right now. And I do. Not that I am not in a sort of care-free mood all the time. I think that will have to change before I am finished here.

Oh but I must hurry home again. I have to go to the store to get like food before German class. I just have no time to go to the store any more. I think I have written about it. Though the situation is now worse since I go climbing on Wednesdays.

It is like the Finnish independence day tomorrow (the sixth). I don't know what to do about it.