Hug the world?
Enough work for today. I may not have gotten as much done as yesterday but I have been working the whole time. Till like now anyways.
On Sunday as I was on the train back form Seinäjoki I was looking outside the window and admiring the Finnish summer. It was great. I felt like hugging it. Really and it was sort of weird. I did not really feel like hugging a tree or like anything like that but just like the view out of the window. Or maybe the whole world, I don't know. It kind of felt like going to sleep in my own bed when I'm really tired - I just feel like hugging the bed, but of course the bed is too big to be hugged. Maybe you understand what I'm getting at or maybe you don't. The point is that at times I really do love the Finnish summer. Like yesterday as I was bicycling home from a friend's apartment and there was a rainbow and otherwise the sky was looking really glum in one direction and the sun was shining from another. Then there was like a double rainbow on top of the Harju in Jyväskylä and the view from my window was just great. I took a photo of it but photos hardly ever really show the real colors and such. But it was great. Sadly I had to go to sleep and close the curtains.
But yeah, nothing new really. I'm going climbing today. I went two times last week and the other time was really great since I got further up this wall I haven't gotten up yet. I'll have to try it again today. It just requires a lot of willpower. (*Hands sweating...*)
Oh and the lunch-boy thing is getting really ridiculous since nothing is happening. I just feel really awkward at lunch and it's bothering my eating. Quite ridiculous. And I think I may seem really weird since like today I actually noticed myself humming along while I was looking for a place to sit. I was like doing the Smurf song or something and then I noticed it as I had to ask this lady if this one place was like free. It must have gone something like this "laa la lal lal laa, is this seat taken? oh I was humming out loud. Oh I'm speaking out loud..." I think I may still be in my German mood of "no one knows me, no one here really cares, why should I care if I speak to myself and stuff since these people are most likely never going to see me again and if they do, they won't recognize me anyways".
On Sunday as I was on the train back form Seinäjoki I was looking outside the window and admiring the Finnish summer. It was great. I felt like hugging it. Really and it was sort of weird. I did not really feel like hugging a tree or like anything like that but just like the view out of the window. Or maybe the whole world, I don't know. It kind of felt like going to sleep in my own bed when I'm really tired - I just feel like hugging the bed, but of course the bed is too big to be hugged. Maybe you understand what I'm getting at or maybe you don't. The point is that at times I really do love the Finnish summer. Like yesterday as I was bicycling home from a friend's apartment and there was a rainbow and otherwise the sky was looking really glum in one direction and the sun was shining from another. Then there was like a double rainbow on top of the Harju in Jyväskylä and the view from my window was just great. I took a photo of it but photos hardly ever really show the real colors and such. But it was great. Sadly I had to go to sleep and close the curtains.
But yeah, nothing new really. I'm going climbing today. I went two times last week and the other time was really great since I got further up this wall I haven't gotten up yet. I'll have to try it again today. It just requires a lot of willpower. (*Hands sweating...*)
Oh and the lunch-boy thing is getting really ridiculous since nothing is happening. I just feel really awkward at lunch and it's bothering my eating. Quite ridiculous. And I think I may seem really weird since like today I actually noticed myself humming along while I was looking for a place to sit. I was like doing the Smurf song or something and then I noticed it as I had to ask this lady if this one place was like free. It must have gone something like this "laa la lal lal laa, is this seat taken? oh I was humming out loud. Oh I'm speaking out loud..." I think I may still be in my German mood of "no one knows me, no one here really cares, why should I care if I speak to myself and stuff since these people are most likely never going to see me again and if they do, they won't recognize me anyways".
posted by elisa @ 15:13
1 Comments:
At 20/6/07 10:30,
A-V said…
humming along ;) that's so funny ;) you aren't turning into a absent-minded professor now that you're doing your doctorate? ;)
and you're not the only one that really enjoys finnish summers :)
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