No lunch today

I didn't have lunch today. I just could not make myself buy anything to eat at the Weihnachtsmarkt we were at for lunch. Most everybody else had the German version of a hot dog. There was food I could have bought but I just did not really feel like eating outside either. All I had was like to kisses (with the fluffy stuff inside and a waffle on the bottom with chocolate around it) from a co-worker. I also hate that I just can't talk German. I mean I could say something but I can't bring myself to do it and then I feel really stupid just being quiet. I am usually not the loudest person around but not that quiet. I just wanted to go home, really.

I went and bought food I could make on my way home but I don't feel like making any of it. I did eat a yogurt. At home I'd just put a frozen pizza in the oven but here I can't do that - I can't have my emergency food. Maybe I'll just have some tea and then think about food again.

I like new places. In old places I just have the same problems and difficulties and I can't even go sightseeing since I've already seen everything worth seeing. And the weather is not nice either.