Like old times

I'm writing from the very same spot I wrote from during my time in Germany. I'm there right now. It's sort of funny coming back. It feels like "home" but it's weird seeing people I thought I might never see again. My workshop thing yesterday went quite nicely. Nice people and all. The only real bad feedback I got that I'm not emotional enough when I do my presentations and such. I apparently don't seem truly interested in my subject even when I am. Well I know I have this problem but I really don't know why and when it started. Am I not an excitable person. Now I've been trying to figure this out but it's not really working. I think I may be a totally boring person. At least to the outside world, as in people who don't know me. Or maybe more and more even to the people who do know me. "Oh my gosh, I have to do something about this." I have to get crazy. Totally loony or actually just start talking to people or something. "Oh why should I be a perfect person... Why can't someone else be 'what I could be'?" Ok, getting too weird.

I'm flying home tomorrow. I hope the trip goes nicely. I haven't been getting enough sleep. But I has been fun and interesting and all that. I am really into what I'm going to be doing. I hope people get that. Oh, but I#m really waiting for the weekend. Tons of fun things to come. Later.